I glide up from the tip of a finger. Slashing my way through the skin. Over hand and under wrist; inside, On top and across. As the elbow creases upwards, I shoot through the inside with ease. Drinking up, along the way. Over a hill, under a crease I darken the red slightly, and slowly blacken down the bend. The depth of someone’s pain is within my reach. The shoulder is slim ground, however negotiable. I paint in a little orange. A framed picture in the making. The neck is soothing; the chest is a dream, as the sweat trembles off; I swim this delightful ground. Meandering over the ribs, slicing down around the breast, towards silk like territory. The flatness of the stomach is merely a canvas. You are my territory, but I’m in your control. Momentarily causing pain, providing a future for confidence. My journey comes to a temporary close. For the time being, life has no place for me. The imminent return is a certainty. I power the addiction well. Sometime later, I strike again. Unrepentantly. The world with no boundaries. The world without reason. The world with relentless lapses of understanding; is my world. An ankle is my victim now, a foot in a state of sadness. A mind inside confusion; enticing my gleam sharpness. Sparkling and shining, I troop up the inside of what was once a smooth leg. Down, then up again. Up then down again. Erratically crossing my way down. Crossing. Slashing. Hurting. A satisfaction accomplished, a smile is my reward. The tears are never far away. For this short time, I'll keep what I can. I shall hold happiness close, and know it will be mine again. A lifetime warranty. Escape is only just a dream. I shall silently wait, in eager anticipation. Rid me if you can. Help me if you can. I could go away if you try hard enough.
Put me down, blunt me out. Free yourself. I’m worn out. I’m stained. I’ve lost the sparkle.
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